The question is… can you come back to something you walked away from so long ago?
Well I guess I’m going to try. I use to believe I couldn’t live without this place. This was the place where I let everything go and everything was safe here. Then I left. I’ve tried to come back time and time again, but I could never find anything that was worth writing about. Nothing made me get up and just write again.I use to love to just sit and write. That was a passion of mine and I had lost it for so long. Finally, I have found the thing that makes me want to write again… love.For everyone’s information… Chris is gone. It is such a long story, but it all ended for the best. I think that was the reason I lost my passion for writing. I felt like I had nothing to write about anymore.But two weeks ago, my life changed. It got turned upside down. You know how people tell you to not look for love and just let it come to you? Well I finally stopped looking and was just by myself and now I have found someone who makes me happy.He is completely opposite of what I have ever looked for but I think that is what is such a big turn on. He is so sweet. We are just friends. But he is hoping soon that it will be more. I’m just trying to take my time since someone has already hurt me and I don’t want to go through all of that again. Which is something I love about him. He respects me in everything that I choose to do with me and us.Wow, US! That just sounds weird.There is a past to him that is such a long story that I don’t have time to write about. When I get the time I will write. I have to go to bed soon considering I have to be up in eight hours to get my ass to work. So much has happened in my life; including college and moving out on my own.Soon my entire life will be back here.